Saturday, November 24, 2007 ++

let the radio play on


what do you do when you get tired of your life.

i think it's more of a rhetorical question than anything else, but still. i'm tired of all the flowery language, the niceties, the fake smiles, the 'i have to be strong i have to be understanding i have to see from other people's points of view'. i'm tired.

so bloody meaningless.

is this what happens, when you've been together too long. is this what happens, when love is fading?

you feel like the other person cares less. you feel like what used to matter so much in the past, doesn't really matter so much any more.

i honestly feel like i don't know what i want out of my life.

i can overcome tiredness. i can, but it seems like you can't.

you say i have to communicate more, to tell you exactly what i'm feeling. well then, why can't you understand on your own? or are you just not bothered to make the effort?

i don't know, and honestly, i don't want to figure out the answer now.

~Macaroon nibbles at 12:22 am

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