Tuesday, November 27, 2007 ++
never a perfect love
i honestly feel that i have been relying too much on you for my happiness.
when you disappoint me, my being rings with a dull, hollow ache.
it is sad, and sadder still that it has come to this.
i have to gain back my independence, i have to take some part of my heart back from you.
i wanted to love with no holding back, but it seems its cost is too dear to bear.
it hurts too much, as once again i have learnt.
you are not there for me when i need you.
you don't know how much i need to see you.
you misconstrue my hurt as reluctance.
the more i think about it, the more i feel
i've given up so much for you
is it really unfair
to ask you to give something up for me too?
again you drag me down down down
i need to stop this sinking. i am all alone.
~Macaroon nibbles at 8:34 pm
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