Sunday, July 20, 2008 ++
hurt
so this is how it felt like, 6 years ago, when i waited, hoping against hope, hoping that you would drop me a line, asking me out, or anything of the sort.
an agonizing, painful wait.
but this time, it hurts so much more, because i know, there will not be anything coming.
to hope, knowing there is nothing. perhaps that is known as despair.
everything just seems to remind me of you. as much as i don't want to cry, every waking moment seems to bring a new thought of you, and the tears fall as naturally as breathing.
it stung to receive your text message, so cold and distant, so aloof. it's been a long time since you've written to me that way, and i'm not used to it. i have no choice now i guess, you've made up your mind.
i wish my heart could just stay still, stay quiet. i wish i could stop crying. but i cannot tame my heart, nor my tears.
~Macaroon nibbles at 1:17 pm
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